I feel like I’m at a point in my life where I don’t really have any exceptions, I would hope for everything to work out favorably for both parties. I realize this is me learning what love is and isn’t. This is what this chapter/phase of my life is all about and I hope its over soon and as painless as possible lol but I’m trapped being human and I’m feeling my way through, “channeling/absorbing”, the only way out is-through. I was on some “I drink male tears, I have no fucks left to give” shit “My ❤️ is too big for bullshit” I seek high level relationships, I like the feeling of growing in love, expanding my mind, my heart, my soul and my art; My capacity to Love. I don’t think of myself as a poet really or any kind of scholar. I’m dyslexic as hell and I have a shitty short term memory. I think of my self as a “helpless romantic””. I always say, there’s not much I know for sure but I feel like I am kind of an expert on human emotions. I absorb other people’s pain a lot. I absorb other people’s energy I feel that’s the part of ourselves we pay the least attention too and keep hidden from view. I feel It’s of the upmost importance. It is what makes us human. I can’t allow my grief to change me, I have to allow it to reveal me….